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So Many Things, So Little Brain Power

 When there's big change on the horizon, many things seem to change at once, not always things you want.  I finally got around to contacting a broker and, subsequently, a real-estate agent. We are starting the long stressful process of finding a house. I'm a little concerned that I have yet to get a real job of any kind and thus have no idea where exactly to look for a house. I have a range, based off my other and my current job which I now can't quit until I either get a better job or a house. Though my other is considering taking a position at a different campus, so that might limit our range to a certain area.  It's even more unfortunate that I'm backed into a job corner because my boss decided to expand into food. We've had basic pastries that he would buy from Big Y and resell (not sure if that's entirely legal), but he now wants me to be a sandwich artisan. I avoided regular food service thus far. Food service workers are treated like shit and have a l...

Back Home

 After another long drive, I return home. I would have wrote these past couple days, but I forgot. I am stressed over the paper I need to submit on Sunday and I feel like I don't grasp entirely what I have to do. I did not get around to reading Hero of a Thousand Faces like I hoped. It would have helped my paper. Perhaps I could listen to a rundown of it today sometime.  My computer keeps showing signs of slowing down. It froze during my stream on Tuesday. I had 3 watchers too. It's unfortunate, really. Every time I make an inch, I feel like I'm pushed back a foot. I am failing at Inktober too. I didn't draw at all on my trip.  I am, however thinking of a story to write. Hopefully in a graphic novel or online comic style. Something weird so it doesn't have to look great. Something related to dreams with some seriousness but mostly silly. Almost like what I gleamed from what little I read of Homestuck. I feel useless unless I am creating something. I feel like I can...